Dearest You,

Dearest You,

You don't know who you are.  I don't know who you are.  But we know each other from long, long ago.  You are my Faraway, Forever Love.  I've been looking for You.  Did You know that?  I've been trying to be the person You would have me be.  I'm not perfect, but I'm trying.

XKCD knows :P

I love You.  This isn't a small, friend's love.  It is a full, blooming love.  I may have never met you in this life, but I know You're there.  This is my message in a bottle.  I don't think you'll actually read this, at least, not right now.  But I can't help but write it.

I almost wrote this letter before, but I didn't know how.  I woke up dreaming of You.  You took the form of someone I thought You might be.  Maybe You are she, and we just don't know it yet.  How can I know?

I'm searching, trying to find You.  Please let me find You.  I don't know how.  I've been trying to shine so You can see me, but maybe You can't yet.  Are You looking for me too?  Sometimes I think I've found You, but that person doesn't seem to recognize me.  Maybe You just don't recognize me yet.  Maybe it's not time that we recognize each other yet.  Maybe I just didn't measure up.

This is what I know about You: You are the example of faith, divine nature, individual worth, knowledge, choice and accountability, good works, integrity, and virtue.  You will sing with me.  You will dance with me.  You will try to understand my crazy science and medicine interests and life.  You will want priesthood blessings.  You will believe in the priesthood.  You will be all-in with the church.  You will know how to sustain our leaders.  You will help me be better.  You will let me help You be better too.  You will understand that I need someone to believe in me.  I need praise and trust.  You will know how to give that.  You will not mock me or ridicule me.  You will know how I feel by sensing it, as I don't tell people often.  You will love service.  You will believe deeply in missionary work.  You will support me in callings.  You will want to serve in callings Yourself and will let me support You too.  You will love the temple.  You will go with me to the temple often.  You will want to found our relationship on righteous principles of the Gospel of Jesus Christ.  You will help us form good habits.

This is a Rorschach test.  What do you see? :)

You will not be perfect, but You will be perfect to me.  You will be just as crazy as I am.


And You will love Doctor Who.

Because everyone is important

My heart aches for You.  The nature of male and female spirits is such that they complete each other.  I am not whole without You.  I feel a deep, almost overwhelming desire to be with You, but I don't even know who You are.

Said it, you did :).

We made a special agreement before this life with each other.  That's not true for everyone, but it's true for us.  Do You know that?  Do You believe that?

Where are You?

Why can't I find You?

Oh, that's why.